M I (2018)

I don’t want to feel that heat
I mean I do, I want to feel the heat but 
The heat combined with the magnetic force field…
May
Obliterate
Me

All of this forward seeing, foreshadowing combustion
I don’t even want to volunteer for this mission
But how can I live without
This is what I am scared of, that
You may
Obliterate 
Me

I don’t sense danger
I sense despair
Desolation
Heart break
Seperation
Distraught
I can’t accurately forecast 
Me
Being obliterated 
By you

I’m fucking obsessed with you 
The draw is unreal
Even from 700 miles away (dare it be thousands, I would die)

This may be something I can’t do 
Let you
Obliterate 
Me

Shoot me out of the water
Like little boys and paper boats

You make me think about love
And life
And when I kiss you
I want to open my eyes

I never want to see you angry
But if you are with me it will be inevitable

Pressure is not the word I would use to describe what I am feeling
It’s anticipation
39 days are a lot of days to build

I feel wild and free
And I haven’t even started running yet

Danger danger is not the call
Obliteration
Wall to wall

Deep into your essence I will fall
Arms around me
Tongues tied
Late nights
Red wine
Penetration 
Divine 

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