You couldn’t get it out You couldn’t express what you were feeling You just put it all on me Until you couldn’t anymore And you said three words And then you said three words It’s times like these I see myself for who I really am It’s times like these I wish I did have a magic wand I wish I was a Disney princess fairy godmother bullshit to reach deep into my pocket and poof Pull out some glitter to blow into the air To fix Whatever the fuck has you Head in your hands on my couch Falling asleep on my bed Hand in my pants Frown on your face Tears in your eyes I feel like I’ve visited a new fucking planet tonight And my heart breaks for it How could I be so blind How can I be learning from you I wish I could just hold you forever COSMIC But this is my curse To give, but not take Fuck I don’t know what I’m supposed to do anymore You talk like it's over I feel like it is September 4th 5th 6th Will I see you again? If this was it, if this was your goodbye This is just more than I can handle I can’t see through my tears I haven’t cried over you yet I haven’t cried until tonight when everything became real i can’t I can’t i fucking can’t