Planet P (2018)

You couldn’t get it out 
You couldn’t express what you were feeling
You just put it all on me 
Until you couldn’t anymore

And you said three words
And then you said three words

It’s times like these I see myself for who I really am

It’s times like these I wish I did have a magic wand
I wish I was a Disney princess fairy godmother bullshit to reach deep into my pocket and poof
Pull out some glitter to blow into the air 
To fix 
Whatever the fuck has you

Head in your hands on my couch
Falling asleep on my bed
Hand in my pants

Frown on your face
Tears in your eyes
I feel like I’ve visited a new fucking planet tonight
And my heart breaks for it

How could I be so blind
How can I be learning from you

I wish I could just hold you forever
COSMIC
But this is my curse
To give, but not take

Fuck
I don’t know what I’m supposed to do anymore
You talk like it's over
I feel like it is
September 4th 5th 6th
Will I see you again?

If this was it, if this was your goodbye

This is just more than I can handle
I can’t see through my tears
I haven’t cried over you yet
I haven’t cried until tonight when everything became real
i can’t
I can’t
i fucking can’t 

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