Here’s an idea
Stop being fucking infuriating
Can’t have it your way, you have no way
You have ways that are foreign to me
Why did you look at me differently today?
You cut deep
Nothing could be further from me than you
You brush past, brush me off
You brush past and my body lightly buzzes
Something ignites in me when our eyes meet
The only light in your eyes is the reflection of the fire burning in mine
Frustration to the highest degree
These flames are swallowing me
I pray for rain to come and put it out
So that the only remnants of my love
Are smoking ashes on the ground
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Why
Why this constant pull
Can’t I leave you to your world?
Your world has crumbled and been rebuilt, been rebuilt and then crumbled
Why do I continue to throw pebbles over the city walls?
You hide far
Nothing could be further from you than me
I try hard, try to light your candle
I try hard and fall face first into a puddle on the pavement
I scrape up my face all bloody
The only scars on my face are the ones from holding my lit candle too close to my own face
Instead of drying my tears
They singed off my eyebrows and eyelashes
I pray they grow back in an orderly fashion
So that my outward appearance
Will not be as wild
As the creature that lives inside me
Thirsting for you
Cove Girl 